Dear Mandy,
I guess that even as the time has passed by so quickly, I stop to wonder about many things. Some I wish I could share openly here, others I'm happy to share, and the rest somewhat either confuses me or saddens me.
Life is like that.
A kaleidoscope of varying emotions, situations and conclusions.
And we sometimes don't really have a foothold on them.
But I guess that when we don't have a foothold on them, it becomes very clear that there are things that are just out of our control.
God says in Jeremiah 29:11 that He knows the plans He has for us. And His plans are to prosper us and to give us a hope and a future.
And that gives me great comfort. =)
But truth be told...
I doubt life was meant to be that messy to begin with.
I've always thought that life with God would have a clear picture.
But I find myself looking forward to my break, and yet wishing I don't have to go because I have much to clear.. and in that, I find myself torn.
How ironic. On the brink of my holiday, and all I'm thinking about is how confused I am and the amount of work that I need to get done.
But... my holiday is time between God and I.
So I will take it.
Simply because I need to draw near to God.
So holiday, here I come. =)